Self discovering

Well, I was recommended 1 interesting psychology test by

Mr. Thomas..

Had a try and..after doing the test, 

Found some points are true, while some..not really? or I am not sure of.. tee-hee~ =D

Try this if you have time: http://www.quizbox.com/personality/test82.aspx

Not until we are lost do we begin to understand ourselves. (Henry David Thoreau)

It's ok to be lost as long as you know the way back & slowly discover the right path to go  =)

Your view on yourself:

You are down-to-earth and people like you because you are so straightforward. You are an efficient problem solver because you will listen to both sides of an argument before making a decision that usually appeals to both parties.

An argument will only happen when there's conflict. Therefore, its important to listen to both sides before we judge. Anyway, sometimes under special condition,its better for an outsider to remain silent~

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:

You are a true romantic. When you are in love, you will do anything and everything to keep your love true.

I do believe in fairy tales. ❤

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:

You are ready to commit as soon as you meet the right person. And you believe you will pretty much know as soon as you might that person.

Hmmm~~? haha.

The seriousness of your love:

Your have very sensible tactics when approaching the opposite sex. In many ways people find your straightforwardness attractive, so you will find yourself with plenty of dates.

well,there's still lots for me to learn..

Your views on education

Education is very important in life. You want to study hard and learn as much as you can.

Knowledge is the key to success~~

The right job for you:

You're a practical person and will choose a secure job with a steady income. Knowing what you like to do is important. Find a regular job doing just that and you'll be set for life.

Dont really agree with it..I dont really like a regular job..><

How do you view success:

You are confident that you will be successful in your chosen career and nothing will stop you from trying.

Aww~~ I lack in self confidence.. Anyway, it can be trained =D

What are you most afraid of:

You are concerned about your image and the way others see you. This means that you try very hard to be accepted by other people. It's time for you to believe in who you are, not what you wear.

Absolutely right for this! I care too much about how people see me,that makes me feel kinda tired /.\ Perhaps, should learn to feel comfortable for being myself =)

Who is your true self:

You are mature, reasonable, honest and give good advice. People ask for your comments on all sorts of different issues. Sometimes you might find yourself in a dilemma when trapped with a problem, which your heart rather than your head needs to solve.

Mature? Perhaps only after few years..now, I am still a learner! 

Oh well, 我感性大于理性..

I follow my heart, but sometimes the consequences of the matters just prove that I shouldn't be~

Happy Chinese New Year

It was 2 months ago since my last post. Sowee~!

Time flies,
and its
Chinese New Year!

May BUNNIES will bring us more hopes and lucks! I believe 2011 will be a better year~^^

Its a season of greetings
LETS cherish this period of time to gather with all friends and relatives =)

Little fat fishes & mini tanglung~ I spent whole day making all these =D 

Spent most of the time in car, travelling from states to states during CNY..didnt take lots photos..anyway,
1 of the activity that I did was..

Release sky lanterns a.k.a ''kongming''lantern ~ ^^

By releasing all these lanterns with all your wishes written on it, it is believed that the wishes will come true!

and I wished.....too many =D

and after few more weeks,
I have to be back=((
Well, human have endless demands
so..
I hope
my summer break could be LONGERRR!!

I just dont know how to let go of you
I am trying hard~ Teach me how T.T

Msia, I am BACK soon~

Counting down
In less than 24 hrs,
I will be back, MALAYSIA! ^^

3 months long holidays,
I hope I can really brush up myself in everything I am weak at
Learn and grow up

Thanks for all the friends in ADL who support me all this way
when I am having hardship
Share my happiness and sadness
Be part of my life as I am growing up

Thank you for bearing with all my mistakes
and the criticism that teach me to be a better person

After the holidays, I hope, I will be in another level of my life.

p/s: Be grateful of everything you have in your life ^^

End of Chapter 1 of < Book of Life in ADL >

Phewwww~
Couldn't believe that after few more weeks
When the exam period ends
It marks the end of my 1st year Pharmacy student life
I Feel so.. Toucheddd~! T.T

BYE BYE 1st year!






I feel proud of myself *Hehe*
I still can vividly remember
how I doubted myself to be a Uni student as I actually wasnt ready yet
how inconfident I was to take up this course
how insecure I was to be away from my home
and now,
I DID IT!!
at least, I completed my 1st year =D


2010, My 1st year of Uni life,
1 of the significant years in my life
A year that turn me from a kid to a mature person
A year that carries lots of bitter and sweet memories
which let me learnt a lot about life which include
Friendship, Family, Love



Exam is around the corner
ant yet I am still unprepared =/
My heart beats faster
with the approaching of the day of my 1st paper-Chemistry
Quotation that I should bear in mind during preparation for examinations:

                                     Study Play hard *sigh*

Well, I had too much fun
I think, I must have gone crazy these days
My biological clocked have turned upside down=s
I never wake up earlier than 12 pm these days *LOL*

Anyway,
TO all my dearest friends there who are also preparing/ having examinations

WE CAN DO IT!! Go GO GOOOO~!

Time to update~
5/11- the last day of our Semester 2,
Went to West Beach with friends to relax ourselves before we stressed up too much for the finals
Thanks Laotou for bringing us to such a nice place
Did many crazy stuffs there~
我们玩地太疯狂了，结果每人都变成''流沙''里的主角..
我们一路走，沙一路从身上流 =_=
Well, a picture paints a thousand words

3 sweeties <3

 Xiao Qiang, wad r u doin?? 

LOL let go of me!!

Now every1, act cool~~!

Well, the guys won..Their pose was epic!

Love this pic!

~Meaningful stuff that we did there~
It was arranged using 60 shells
 specially made for Eddie's grandparents' Diamond Wedding Anniversary
How sweet ♥

世上最晶莹剔透、坚固刚硬的是钻石

钻石只有经过了60年风雨的洗礼,才能散发出夺目高贵的永恒光亮

而能够与心爱的人牵手相守相伴经历60个风雨, 是个不简单的事

Coolest bunch of friends=D

This picture would be perfect with Thomas in it! 

Well,being too crazy in fun

I lost the another side of my sandles T.T

I tried my best to look for it>.<

失去就是失去了，怎么找也不会回来

少了一边的鞋,再也不完整，也只好学会承受孤单

For 1 moment,silly thoughts came into my mind~
I was wondering,
Should I wait until 12am?
Is there a prince out there to bring me back the another side of my sandle?
Hmm NoNONO~  I dont want, >.<
It's unfair,
Cinderella has glass shoes..but..I only have sandles! *dislike*
*Hahahha* xP

+ve Energy ^^

I tried to maintain the situation in peace,
I tried to do my best..
I am tired of 'psychological war'

DIslike ppl who wear a mask infront of others =/ Its tiring~!

SOmehow,
under uncontrolled situation,
things that we tried hard to avoid had finally happened
Sat down beside the door till dawn,
looking at each other, searching hard for solutions..

I wouldnt blame you at all, because, you are always still my best friend
BOth of us have no fault
We should have more trust in each others, I learnt a lesson..
I still want to apologise =(
A stronger friendship can only be built after overcoming all the difficulties


我希望我身上可以带有很多正力量 *+ve energy =D*，
无论什么事都保有正面态度，
保持开朗，
也可以把它传给身边的每个人，
让每人的笑容都挂脸上


Thus, I must hide my tears away
Emo, something that I only knew after I came to adelaide,
坏东西来的， shooo~~!
I have ''emo phobia'' 》.《


人家说，人在难过的时候，就会想起最亲的朋友，
而我，在这时候， 
好想念在大马的朋友，尤其是我 Honey~~!  ♥ ♥ ♥
你们最近还好吗？ 


Somehow, there's still something good to be reported =)


Homemade ''char siew'' fun
Hmm.. I hope someone that I found in future will also have interest in cooking as well
well, I think it's sweet preparing food together~! ^^ *发花痴了* Hahaa~~


Well, we marinated char siew..
1st self made char siew~! heheee..kinda easy..
Although I didnt do much, I still wana use the word 'we', at least I was the one who poured the sauce on it,
considereded helped right ? haha
Thank you Huat Kun for his help to chop all the meat..^^

No matter how the taste it,
you still cant run away, my dear ''white rat'' Thomas gor..Muahahha~!
I hope the taste wouldn't be too bad =)

It's study time!

and Finally,

  chemistry quiz is over~! *Hooray*

I still remember,
how stress I was on the day before, and I felt kinda weird,
as it was only a small quiz, and this isn't my 1st test ,why then? =.=!!
perhaps,
I was expecting someone to wish me all the best /.\
Anyway,
I was lucky enough, someone called me and cheered me up
at least, I felt much better with all the jokes =p
THX so muchieeeee DaiGao~! =p

Anyway, finals are around the corner, so, I still have to keep on study..
Every time on the day before examination,
I can feel the butterflies in my stomach, and I
would tell myself,

''I will study earlier next time, 
I will prepare earlier, 
I dare not to be last minute next time''


But at the moment the exam is over, all these thoughts are thrown out of my mind =/
Hopefully, this time I will TRY to prepare earlier.. HOPEFULLY!
Besides, keep urself being busy,
is 1 of the best way for you to keep your mind in peace & heart stable,
so that you will not have any extra time to miss somebody, to think of anythg else =)

Recently, addicted to sport, =D
spend hours to swim, sauna, jaccuzzi with Nat & Renee the last 2 days,
*perhaps 1 day, when my tummy has gone, I will upload our swimming pics xD
I wondered when* 
I still can smell the chlorine on my body =s
As I eat alot, I have to work out ALOT MOREE, to burn all the excess fat~~!
ARgh SHOOOO fatness!! =p
and, glad to say that,
I am gradually walking out from that feeling^^
Luckily I run fast enough, and wore many layers of 防弹衣
I couldn't imagine what's it like if I didnt ..when you say all that to me.. phewww~=D



Oh well,
I felt real regret for touching on a sensitive issue =s
you couldn't help even after I tell you
anyway, I hope that everything will remain the same
no matter what identity we will be carrying, as long as you are still beside me


潘多拉的盒子，你不知道的事， 不能说的秘密  

Here comes the shiny day~! ^0^

Hooray~!
I see sunshine on the other side of the cloudy sky
I found my rainbow again =D
I think...at least for now

Realised that
Happiness Vs Sadness
is just depending on how you perceive it

快乐与悲伤
只有一线之差，
换个角度想，
你会发现世界的美~

想通了~!
顺其自然的事永远都是最完美的

I wondered whether my emotions were all showed on my face
Maybe I still have to learn more in hiding feelings
Even a friend told me it can be sensed by heart.. *Hahah* paiseh~! *0_0*
But I still wana say that,
Thanks so much to all for caring,
it makes me feel that I am not alone =D
I am touched &
I appreciate it^^

It's time to work hard for upcoming exams, anddddd... I will be home~! ^^

Something went wrong

I wonder,
why am I acting weird recently,
why do I feel so hurtful easily,
why is the feeling so unbreathable,
why why why??!

Now I know the aching feeling of heart~
Whenever I realized that I stand no where in ur heart
Every time I think of the scene..
It's hard to read your mind &heart
But I will still wish the best for both of you
Bitter-sweet =)

I think something has gone wrong,
I will try to restore to normal..

I believe I can do it! Gambateh =)
微微一笑，心情变晴

Cute Mum

我想， 我妈是世界上第一个要求自己女儿爱美一点的人=。=！！

我有那么糟糕吗？0.o

还问我丛哪里来，当然是她肚子啦！哈哈

Happy Mooncake Festival

Well, this year will be my 1st time celebrating mooncake festival at overseas,
and now I am fully understand the meaning of Chinese proverb>  每逢佳节倍思亲
But 1 thing that I should be really glad to,
I can still celebrate it with my parents,
for the 1 last hour=)

I should feel really lucky and loved, THANKS so much mummy& daddy..
Apology to  my 2 dear younger sisters, stole them away from them few days^^

Went early with Hui CHing to Melbourne, anticipating to meet my parents,
n spent halfday with her,
2 girls explaring ard Melbourne city..heheh

Then in the evening, Thx so much to Justin,
A BIG CREDIT TO HIM
who brought me for Korean food dinner,
and visiting around Melbourne..to Monash U etc, suburb, that I dont think I will go by myself=)
Besides,
finally I learnt how to read a map, through phone call for nearly 1/2 hours..haha
So sry and Thx so much la, justin^^
Again, his new image made me nearly cant recognize him,
super long hair, not bad thou, look mature..hehe
*pics will be uploaded soon*

I can do it~!

My hsemate told me that dont know why, she sees sadness in my eyes..HAHAHAH~!
Well, I couldnt explain that, and I am wondering too=.=

Lastly, jux a reminder to myself,
I cannot allow myself to make the mistake that most of the  people did..NONONO! 

YES I CAN DO IT!

Report of activities of the week

Its already the 2nd wk of Uni..I think I had too much fun, since bac from Msia, I have been out for almost every night! OMggg=.=

Well last wk is a real busy week for me, I can even write the schedule for d whole wk,haha:

Mon-went for the movie Inception, for me it's OK ny..After that, continued at Eelin's hse for '三国杀' It's a strategy and teamwork game that I found it interesting, and I am getting addicted to it ^^ I cant stop laughing when I think of the IQ game that I asked them:'Y the sea is blue~~' And since then d era of Blu Bloo has begin among us^.*

Tue-Huat Kun's surprise bday dinner..He's real cute! A good friend that I find some common in both=)

Wed- Ccm nite

Thurs- Dinenr night with Doreen with a gang of girls at China TOwn~~ It's a blessing for me for being able to meet her in Adelaide, she's just like my sister^^ VIsited her new hse and had great time sweet chatting btw we girls

Fri-Went to Eelyn's place for 三国杀 again..haha~ Besides, its also a celeration night for Eddie's Bday! Another Leo fren ^^ I cant believe that we only get home at 4am
Was quite surprised by Xiao Qiang's homemade cheese cake, cz nvr expected that a guy like him knows hw to make a cake~~ Bday boy's comment for it: Is this a cake made by a man? SO NICE!!
LOL..hmm well, even I duno how to do =p

Sat- Spent almost whole day at Miin's hse for Art& Craft+ hot pot session.. I learnt how to make pizza with Arellyn=) but d base is ready made~ We had also made lots of nice cards for Church to be distributed.Quite satisfied on that day =)

D cards by all of us !

                         Well, I spent a long time to produce this..Dun reli hav talent in art~ haha =p
At night, got belanja by ppl to Cocolat..YEAH!^^ haha..It's restaurant whr most of the main courses are chocs & ice cream~~ Till now,the taste of 'Banana crepe' is still vividly stayed on my taste buds.It's really nice!! ANyway, that's also symbolising that my slim down plan had failed =/

Sunday- the most meaningful day of whole week..It's my 1st time to service in SUnday School, and I was the helper..Last time, I always thought that kids are easy to handle,especially with candies, and I realised that it's TOTALLY NOT AN EASY JOB..They were too active!! It was overall fun, but tirring..haha
THe kids there were so sweet, lovely &innocent, and lots patience r needed while taking care of them..

Scene 1
Bro: I hate you, I dont like my sister, she bit me at home
SIs: No~~ I didnt..then she cried st8 away, and I was stunned standing there duno what to do and asked for Zhi Ni's help.. She has lots of experience and I salute her, cz she settled it within 3 mins!
ZHi Ni: Is that so? R you lying? tell me the truth..*gently*
THe boy denied initially, and after few seconds....
Bro: yes..I am lying..Sry~~
Ohhh that moment was awesome~ Kids are always so innocent & honest, and that's what we adults should learn from them!
And we comforted the sweet girl, and lastly even the bro put his hand on his sis shoulder and comforted her! What a sweet moment <3
Still lots of sweet incidents of the kids to tell, but lazy d xP

After the church, attended the romance seminar held by d church..Well, quite an interesting talk.. and I learnt quite alot..Yup, we should always check& guard our heart, control our mind so that we wouldnt fantasize.. It's so true..I do believe that an everlasting love is built on a strong base of friendship, at least one should know each other well 1st..

That's d report of my activities for this week^^
Gambateh~~!

Sign off

Bac to ADL =s

Suffering from serious homesick is the consequences of having too much fun during hols~~

Looked for part time job for the whole day~~now I realised it's not easy!
Miss home too badly today, couldnt believe that I cant even control my feeling on the road>.< Eyes also bengkak liao~~ Never felt so bad..anyway, I will be fine, I will convert this to a energy that drive me work harder!

Gambateh Mei Wei=D

Is it too late? =/

I never realised that you have gone so far away from me after years...
I feel so hard to approach you /.\

For the 1st time I longed for one's msg so badly..
I couldnt stand anymore
and finally I step out my 1st step n texted that person=s
It takes courage..Argh what am I thinking? I really hope that it works well!

I dun wana go back so fast~!Dun wana live alone so far away from family again so fast >.<

Glad-est thg in my life ( To my daddy & mummy)

 If I want to talk about my childhood, I guess I can only talk about the moments I spent with Kakak, but not my parents,  because they were always busy for work..

Anyway, I changed my mind.. For now, I always feel thankful & grateful to God, because He has given me the best parents on earth. (to me) and also 2 sweet cute sis!

Why do I think so? There's a few stories that made me realise it:

1.  Yesterday I was really moody, and feel so not loved (swt0.o.. haha) because they never on the computer whenever I wanted to skype call my family, as my International credit has been used up..
Then, some thoughts came across my mind... If they miss or think of me, they can always reach to me by just skype calling me, I am on for 24 hrs, but they never! I felt so lonely to be here! I always have to call back to ask my sis to switch on the pc >.<
Then, I was so childish to send a msg to my mum, and confronted her =s She then replied me with a sweet text msg, that made me laughed all day when I thought of the context, and reminded me how much she loved me always <3 She's so so lovely and cute ..Haha~

2. I remembered once when I called back, I broke down and tears rolled down uncontrollably when I heard their voices..Argh I tried to control=s They realised it and then the whole family talked to me 1 by 1, asking me what had happened.. Lolll.. I was really touched at that moment to have my family that nvr fails me, accepted me no matter how bad I am , how wrongly I did..

3. On the day I am going back from Adelaide,I will transit in Spore cz I am taking SgAir.. and So coincidently my parents will be there for work.. Then my mum suggested that she will take the same flight as me to fly back form Singapore to Malaysia.. It's x cheap, and I told her that it's ok,I dont mind taking flight alone for another 1 hour, but she showed me genuine concern by telling me that she wanted to be with me thou it's only an hour & she can get the flight ticket at a cheap price.. However at last, I told her that it's better to keep the $ for me to go shopping..Hahah..

4. Few months ago, my mum called me and asked me whether I wanted to go China for holidays in July.. Then few weeks ago, my mum asked me again whether I wanted to go Shanghai when I am back, while my dad told me that he wanted to bring me to S'pore few days before I am back( I am taking Quantas in Spore).. LOLL..The matter is not about where they wanted to bring me, but I can feel the effort that they wanted the best for their children..
I cherished the efforts that they wanted me to be happy and bringing me travelling everywhere..
I promised to myself that in future, I must bring them go round the world if I am capable..n I will always prioritize my parents in my life.. I told mum that I dun mind even though staying at home 4 all 3 weeks, as long as the time is spent with them!

I am regret for being rude & always losing my temper so easily to my parents. I will only think that how much they had and they can do for me, without realizing that I have actually done nothing to them! I missed my mum's fried pumpkin, yam pork, blah blah and everything that she cooked, her warmest huggiess and everything..
Thank You so much Mummy and Daddy, I love you!♥♥♥ <3

1 week away from last paper, then it's REUNION time=)

Hmm don't think I did well in 1 paper called Health & Society..
It is a paper exactly like Malaysian Study, crept and useless!! I do not want much, AT LEAST a credit pls! =/

Yay only left the last Pharmacy Practice paper, then I can go homeeeee! Hmm this time I gona study for it, no more regrets for myself~!! Realized that I should have goals & targets in my life, and then work hard for it! Talk till 4am with Colleen yesterday nite, OMGG broke my record!! She's a really nice person to talk to, and it's a great blessing to have her in Adelaide! Actually didn't expect to be with her again in Adelaide after being 1-2 yrs of classmates in high school, I felt really blessed and happy! Hope that we can be even closer friend in future!^^

TOday Nat& I took another bus different from usual to church, so we wondered whether where to get down0.o When we realised our mistake,the bus has already reached Stop 26 which is VERY FAR AWAY
 ( we should get down at Stop 13! )  LMAO~
Of coz, a pic for this memorable moment=p

Almost lost our way today... I recognized the way to d church where I hv been to almost every Sunday for few months by the lavender at d road side! Haiz.. I must improve my sense of direction from today onwards!!

After church, planned to go shopping with Nat & John, but we went to the wrong direction,and we realized it only by the time we reached the last station0.o ARGHHh~
After listening to John's story about his friend, it reminded me that sometimes we can only believe ourselves..今天特别欣赏他，觉得是个重情重义的人，值得交的朋友！hehe =p
Well, we should always see the good side of thing..It was not too bad enjoying the scenery all the way, and we discovered another new shopping mall~ hehe=p

In the afternoon, spent some spare time to do a Chocalate cake, it's well mix in a packet, so it's very easy! Excitedddd...Hehe

     

 Mixing the ingredients=)  (only take 5mins)

Meeting my dears& honey

I think I gotto 'mengemas' my look before meeting up wit all my dears & friends=))
well, told my dearest honey that I will only be back at 10th July,
haha I hope it will b a big surprise to her when she see me =p <3<3

Heheheheheh

Yes? no?

I think I have been anticipating too much for the coming month,
if I say part of the reason is due to a person? haha..

Aiks bigger anticipation will only results in begger disappointment.. soo dream on, Dun think too much!
resume to my revision! =)

1 down, 3 to go!

Yeah today completed my 1st paper, Chemistry..
Woke up early in the morning, and went to Adelaide Showground for exam..Guess what? People go went thr by bus, but I went there by taxi!! Rich hor? hahah.. nop nop..it's a taxi van wit 7 ppl, so it's cheap after division ..=p
Thx H.K for giving me a wake up call, although it's not really early~ haha..in case I overslept =D

Had lunch together with friends after the paper at China town..n I bought my souvenirs for families & friends! haha shopping is a kind of satisfaction=D

Havent done my study for the physio and H &S , arghhh~~ However, I am still anticipating for the coming of the last paper!! Because, it's the time for me to go homeeee!!! Hooray^^



P/s: Study hard, play hard 先苦后甜啊！